my daily ramblings

simple day

2007-01-14T03:33:00.001-08:00

i forgot my the other blog's pass word.. haha so who cares right?.. i think it's destined tt i stick to this...
aniwaes today is sunday.. haha went to church.. super tired... so my eyes were super itchy and so i rubbed... and rubbed.. haha so ya.. my eyes became swollen...argh... pain pain pain.. haha

aniwae.. it was raining as usual.. went to east point to eat.. bought some stuff.. blah blah .. haha thn i came home and knocked out~!! hahaha.. OH.. i found out abt half an hour ago tt SHE broke up AGAIN~!! like wy is tt guy SO DUMB.. he should have done tt much earlier and NOT patch.. this is like the 3rd time? .. aiya actually who cares abt her.. i helped her so much and how she repay me??? *shakes head*

i withdrew frm sch .. no more smiling prince .. haha.. i hope i can see him again man.. with his mesmerising smile.. haha.. ONLY THE SMILE KK? haha .. i still love my shin hyesung as usual..
HYESUNG is nearly perfect except his temper .. haha ..
i think tt's all... told u was a simple day.. haha

simple day

2007-01-14T03:33:00.000-08:00

Shinhwa in singapore!! PISSED

2006-09-08T08:36:00.000-07:00

alright it's like this siao cha bo here... your truly went crazy and went to the airport at 10 plus in the morning.. studied like hours...then finally went to the belt twenty there.. aniwae gist of it>> made new friend... pam and JT.. ana and sushi, etc.. pissed with the ppl .. we like lined up there for hourS!!!!!!!!!! and the like put the barrier at the other end la.. WTH!!!!!!!!!!! i nearly cried man.. like ur plan "oori neun shinhwa imnida" gone to waste... stood behind.. aniway.. i sae hyesung and junjin onli.. nv see the other.. then i saw LUK.. handsome la... but i wana see shinhwa.. SHINHWA.. omg...!!!! haiya.. nvm... tt's it

changi changi.. ha!

2006-08-05T09:53:00.000-07:00

alright. this is for 5th of aug. SCROLL BAR ON THE RIGHT HYESUNG. today early morning i woke up and study. study study study.. then decided to visit my haopengyou no.2 at the hospital.. so went for lunch with my family at BK and then i met jun..so i went with jun to changi hospital... bought cadbury boost.. it was on offer =p so went lo. took a shuttle bus.. reached there tt time he was sleepin. and his aunt was there.. so i said..' o hao lo.. err. .' then i put the chocoloate on the table and said 'hao bah.. na wo zou le' then she was like givin me the 'huh' expression and jun was lyk..'we came all the way here and u like wanan juz go off like tt'.. haha..aniway he ended waking up.. talk abit then i reali went off.. then we went o changi airpot to study. hahai ended up smsing and starin at jun.. of cos i did my work as well la.. then after staring at jun, she said..'wana go shopping' OH My how long was i actually waiting for her tosay tt.. haha,. then we walked aroud lo.. ahah went to mini bits korea and some rainbow thing and many other shops.. haha.. then we talk talk talk... walkwalkwalk.. hmmm.. then we went to the budget terminal... haah... aiya.. then we went home... i was like EXHAUSTED can!.. wooo cant walk cant talk.. then i played the com and sooon.. watch SUPERBAND and SOUL LIKE SANG SHINHWA"S SONG.. erm.. i like soul but i love shinhwa and they like sang shinwa's song abit out ah... haha.. then i wrote opc testimonial like THREE times.. haish so ya lo.. tt's about it for to day

:))))

2006-08-04T08:11:00.000-07:00

SCROLL BAR IS ON THE RIGHT PIC OF HYESUNG... some ppl can be such a jerk!!! ehhem.. tht'a all

being me

2006-08-04T03:35:00.000-07:00

sometimes i feel it's tiring being me... hmmm .. cos like the shinhwa concert thing.. it's like i cant decide!.. fickle minded me.. one moment i wan to go then next.. i don feel like anymore.. :(.. i wana cry.poor vien cant go becos of me.. then my frenx say that i'm easily bullied.. ?? maybe.. hmm.. pri skul and sec skul frenx said then same thing.. ?? hmmmmmmmmm.. i wonder what can i do.......... ??i'm BLUR........ aniway.. i LOVE HYESUNG and KANGTA!!! not forgetting MINWOO JINNIE(that's wad the shinhwa members call him if i'm not wrong) ANDY RIC AND DONGWAN!i'm always living in fantasy? but i'm rather practical at times..and i'm vvvv emotional and temperamental ..selfish..i'm vvv naggy, easily jealous, hard to please. noisy,picky..i think too much.. cry too much.. scream too much....everything must go the way i want it to be...i ask stupid qns... i really admire those ppl that can tolerate me.. it's tiring being me....haish.. am i depressed again?? ahahahahah... i think i'm just mad

sick-ness

2006-08-04T03:16:00.000-07:00

THE SCROLL BAR IS ON THE RIGHT PIC OF HYESUNG ..i fell sick can... haha.. i feel so bad.. i think i spread to atikah.. poor thing. now she's sick cos of me!.. haha.. aniway.. shinhwa's coming on the 10th of sep.. but i cant go.. cos my mummy dun allow.. moreover, it's like wo ren shi ta men, ta men bu ren shi wo... Suddenly become v dong shi bah.. but.. haish...i still feel like going.. i'm like sitting onfence.. i wana go but i dun wan to at the same time. sumtimes it's tiring being me.. i watch princess hours.. actually finished watching few days ago oredi but.. oh well.. nice show.. first part rather boring.. then it became more and more interesting.. aniway.. i realise wad they actually mean by DON'T JUDGE A BOOK BY IT'S COVER. some ppl i noe, (or sould i say i thought i knew) seem like something. then, before u know it, they actually do something tt you'll nv expect them to do. Shocking seriosly..or they say something like 'no i cant do it' or 'i cant afford it' and the next thing u know it.. they actually did it or have it... (no jun i'm not talking about u. ures is exception) AH CHOO.. haha.. recovering oredi.. thnx for your concerns those wo asked me to get well soon.. THANK YOU ..MUACKIES!!.
alright..tata..

yesterday night!

2006-06-09T02:45:00.000-07:00

yesterday .. i went to parkway parade to eat cause my tuition near there. after dinner, i walked past a hp shop.. oh my goodness.. they have a better deal then singtel in tampines mall!! aniwaes(skip the procedures and some rubbish).. i was looking ard and saw a phone.... MAX'S* PHONE. OMG!HE IS HOLDING A $788,with plan PHONE. without plan the phone cost $988. I wonder where he get the cash!!!!!!!!!! haish... forget it! kk. i bought my phone and so on nd went fer tuition..
it's my first time going for tuiton.. so fun .. uncle law is so far-ni..... haha.. kk so i did what i was supposed to... lalala... kk tt's it

summary of what had happened Pt3

2006-06-07T07:51:00.000-07:00

intensive study camps....Mon-today..Wed. oooo v fun.. food so nice.. so our sch is not so kiam siap.. monday breakfast>bread with egg and cheese or tuna veg and mayo. Lunch>rice cook with coconut milk.. tiao~ nasi lemak la! k. tues breakfast>bread with ham. lunch >rice with chicken broth.. tiao tiao.. haha chicken rice.. very nice lo.. haha. TODAY. breakfast hotdog bread.. Lunch> rice and chicken cooked with spices and herbs... haha nasi brani!!! wonder what's tomorrow's.... then yesterday had lesson with barry lim........ kk...i'm DONE.. love hyesung

summary of what had happened pt2

2006-06-07T07:38:00.000-07:00

oh ya.. we took out mt o lvls.. then nx day we went sp.. tt happened b4 i saw Max*. so the pts are a bit jumbled up. kk was fun.. went for sum toks.. your round the sch.. ate kfc.. toktok... walk walk. took pic with liming and hui xin. but i look SUPER DISGUSTING had a v fun day i guess....ooooooooooo
even b4 this i went out with jun and bren.. just the three of us.. haha SO FUN!!!!

summary of what had happened pt 1

2006-06-07T07:24:00.000-07:00

it's been a long long time since i blogged this.. haha.. k. alright.
Finally i saw Max*(not real name LOL) been a long time since i saw him... alright.. so funny i did this> <(*00*)> face to my bro cos he said sumting tt was DUMB alright. Max saw it.. OMG so embarrassing!!! i wana faint. hope he's not reading this if not...... AH (dun read, pls dun read)
ok. then it's like .. izit me or is he like ..... hmmm ya. duno.. maybe e feeling is still there... perhaps? but he's rather dao... duno la.. but v fun lookin at him.. v funny ... hmmm nth much to talk about this.. aniwaes i intro the korean entertainment show, X-MAN, to brenda , my bro and his gf. all laugh like aniting... so funny ah hyesung

SHOPPING SPREE but i onli bought ONE thing

2006-04-13T05:55:00.000-07:00

today after school, we went to east point >ntuc . yifan and i bought one box of peel fresh juice each haha. i also bought sushi then i went to tampines mall with crystal and yifan becos she wanted to buy smth from M industries. er... she bought a skirt.. VERI NICE.... haha we walk here walk there looking for clothes for me. so nice of yifan.. she so patient.. haha.. then i finally bought a shirt from OP. then it was 1630 went to meet brenda.. went to little india to do threading.. she .. not me.. then we walk around and finally went back to tampines > this fashion. meet junhui and we walk ard there for a while.. then i decided tt i dun wana buy any clothes. then we went to 800 plus to cut her hair.. then we talked about a lot of things.. had a wonderful time and then they walked me home!! haha and so i'm back

busy schedule

2006-04-12T06:41:00.000-07:00

ive been very busy.. these few days with band and alot of other things... ok.. the onli things i can rmb were. first, i went to tampines mall to eat Bimbimbab.. the cook and everyone inside were all koreans.. LOL the guy at the counter,he spoke to me in korean mix eng. that's not the weird part .he went on and on and i just look at him.. FARNI.. he didnt speak much to the ppl infront of me . er then the guy in front of me reaLLY thot i was a foreigner and took fork and spoon fer me.. -_-"' er... kk next thing was a guy said tt my home work was untidy becos i used alot of correction type !!! and asked me to rewrite.. OMG HE"S HANDWRITNG REALLY V NEAT AND HE REWROTE HIS BECOS HE SAID IT WAS MESSY. er.. looks like neater then mine?! haha.. he said the same things as my mum and my mum said "XIA SUAY AH" fine.. i rewrote it.. haha.. then my junior DAVIOR LEONG became even more , er less attitude in a sense. hmm not bad wor.. theory onli failed by 4 marks.. haha expected him to get about 40 plus.. okok.. i'm impressed. still abit attitude la but.. er. got improvement la.. this last one is not really .. erm i rmb becos it was just few days ago. aiya... v bz v bz. signing OFF!!

LAME

2006-03-23T23:10:00.000-08:00

sometimes i wonder how lame i can get.. i just found out i'm damn LLLLLLLLLLLLAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!! haha.. wana noe why i'm writing this...to tell ya'll hoe LAME i am.. haha.. kk.. i'm just too free la..

HAHA...BRENDA'S GONA DIE

2006-03-15T04:31:00.001-08:00

lalalala...today is Chinese oral...AH i dunoo a few words and i kept on sticking my tongue out.. ahah even the lao shi also laugh.haiya..nvm ... then i went out with brenda.. we asked jun along.. ash went to her friend's birhtday party at a chalet..WOOOT she even brought a nice white dress worx. eh.. then so my and brenda went to city hall .. lol .. run here and there. like mad women...in end , final distination was BUGIS..k wanted to look fer my earing, which i later found out tt it was a belly stud .. lalala.. kk then junhui siad she's coming(FINALLY). and guess wad.. BRENDA'S FRIEND also coming wor(he's a guy!!).. k then hmm.. we walk here walked there. met kj and nis at bugis village.. lalala.. then er.....................went to look fer rosanna , her sis and friends as they were also at bugis. then vvv tired.. so gave abit of an attitude.. not tt i wanted to but i was reali sian diao.. then we, FOUR of us, went to changi airport.. lalala... ya.. then now i'm in brenda's house

AH!!! exam!

2006-02-28T05:58:00.001-08:00

today today today... ah ah it's finally here!!! ah !!!! my clarinet grade five exams.. goodness. scales cannot make it. sight reading.. er.. half ok half FAIL. aural.. nervous!!!! cannot make it.. overall?? AH i think i fail. hAish nvm.. dun think about it le... haish... erm.. then i told my form tcher , chn tcher and CHEM tcher tt i have exam. my form and chn tcher said ok.. my chem tcher said tt we MUST rush down frm BUKIT TIMAH to SIMEI tiao.. my exam in bukit timah is at 1127 to about 1140 plus and my chem test is like 1200 plus.. how to rush?.. she called my house at 11 plus this morn and ask my grandma to ask me to rush down to sch.. tiao.. nvm.. kk i gtg

cont.

2006-02-24T05:59:00.000-08:00

i can't take it.. seriously.. i dun understand.. when he/she pass scarcastic remarks , does it make his/her day better?? if so .. he/she is DAMN BLOODY SADISTIC. ya i'm still not over with it.. becos tt suck! tt's the worst thing tt happened today..everything else is like nth bad compared to tt. tt scarsm OVERPOWERED EVERY BAD THING. and honestly.. the rest of things tt happen was bad enough. so u can understand how HORRIBLE tt was.. he/she have practically no feelings. scream,shout,punish ppl without reason sm times and nv nv appologise of at least explain to make the person feel better abit. . watever. i think onli brenda is normal to me.. or at least sometimes when she doesnt falls into her mood. k. tt's someting to b happy 'bout at least.. k dawn is alright. at least i dun get negative comments frm her. but for the rest of my FRENS and PPL ARD ME. NTH's GOOd. EVERYTING's BAD. ok maybe my violin tchers fine. my bro's not getting on my nerve and even if he does. i'm immuned or probably i'll scream and cry. 'niwaes i lost part of my voice... kk..ciaos

I'M SICK OF THE WHOLE BLOODY WORLD

2006-02-24T05:47:00.000-08:00

i sound like as if i'm depressed right?? i noticed... becos today everything like juz went BOOOOM! kkk. things that contributed to my depression... MY -ON---TO- was damn bloody scarcastic can?? like as if i'm not busy.. huh, just confirming time also must b so scarcastic. IT BEATS ME NOT GOING RIGHT.. THEN my mum must out-of-no-where scold me and start a quarrel. OK.. ya by the way that bloody scarcastic remark spoilt my day! ok.. and then i said . 'eh meee let's go and watch a movie k? ' then she say' why dun u go practice ur clarinet.. ' i'm already bad mood becos of tt and she must repeat. then i say haiya but i reali reali wana watch' she dun wan .. nvm. so i stayed at home and watch my tv... she must come and disturb me.. then i tot of it.. to go check the internet for the movie time.. wad i found out was... it's either too late or too much of a rush...
WATEVER! the whole damn bloody world is like against me can.. all i'm getting is the negative remarks and NOTHING ELSE!!!! today is the day where i felt the WORST OF MY LIFe.. i cried five times and i really feel like jumping out of the window.. but .. forget it.. i'm havent reached tt point of depression yet.. SOON.. day by day i'm feeling worse and worse

busy.. oo

2006-02-15T16:32:00.000-08:00

ok.. been busy. very very busy the past few days.. went out with brenda to bugis on valetines... had band.. lovely juniours.. sir bad mood and i got scolded.. haish.. not onli me.. quite alot also got scolded by him i guess.. haish.. vv stressed!!! okok.. just updating ... i stop here..

2006-02-10T07:38:00.001-08:00

oh kae.. now it is vv late.. haha. kk.. sooooooooooooooooooo summarise> woke up late in the morn. rush to school. tcher nag and nag.. went back to class.. a maths test.. sch ... eng summary test(lol?) got 70 for chn test. she marked wrongly.. 68 bargain became 70 again .after sch chem test. another teacher burst in. was unreasonable . confused.. ppl angry.. erm. chn remedial.do chn compre. go eastpoint. was raining. went home. practiced clarinet.. violin tcher sick no lesson . cooked for the family. fishy smell on my finger tips. rushed to sir house for clarinet lesson.. nag laugh tok .. =p. nv go detention today.. perhaps sum other day.. tired. sleepy. use internet dl shinhwa's mv. blah... type blog.. heex done.. eyes closing

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2006-02-10T07:38:00.000-08:00

juz another day

2006-02-07T05:46:00.000-08:00

today was rather alright.. woke up quite late.. did my morning stuff... blah blah.. then when i was sitting at the parade square putting on my tie and talking to brenda. the stupid principal of mine was like practically staring at me and pointing at me.. i really thinks he have smth against me. like that time during assembly in the afternoon, i was jus simply smiling my firnd and he said. "that girl! you want to stand on stage and tok?" and he pointed at me.. huh?? he's like so ... i duno wad to say lo.. niwaes today i got insulted by my classmates. tiao... ermx... nvm.. they are like tt .. i'm used to it though.. k so i went for band in the afternoon .. wonderful time disturbing my juniours.. :P hahaha... kk... so my band ended late. haish... tiring. followed my mum and bro all the way to bukit badok<<>

LIFE SUCKS! HOW I WISH I'M NOT BORN!!!!!!

2006-02-06T06:40:00.000-08:00

i had only three hours of sleep last night.. so i was tired the whole day of school.but after that i was rather enegetic.. duno y... watever.. band was tiring.. but rather fun.. kz PROBLEM STARTS , when my mum brought me home.. firstly she turned off my com when i was downloading a HUGE file.. nvm.. she said sorry but scolded me later on. ok.. nvm.. then she was very stressed i guess.. tried not to argue or make her angry. so i minded my own business.. then she started it.. SHE STARTED IT!!!!!! she scream at me.. nvm.. i took out my amaths and do some revision.. TRYING TO MAKE HER HAPPY i showed her that i have actually done my work. as in revision.. I DID OKAY?! nvm.. she said how many days.. i told her.. two days with tt much work.. you know what she said? ONLY TWO DAYS AH.. and ten she went on and on.. saying that i'm not hardworking.. I 'M NOT doing enough. i was trying to tell her that .. in two days i can do that much work.. so means tt i CAN do it.. but to her.. 'NNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant... EVERYTHING IS? NOT ENOUGH!my results are not good. even though I DID IMPROVE! I DID WORK HARDER THAN BEFORE OKAY?! fine!she is trying to imply that??? EVERYTHING I DO IS??? NOT ENOUGH! NOT GOOD ENOUGH!!! evn my chinese teacher can say, (good.. there's is improvement in your compo..continue to work hard) EVEN MY TEACHER knows how to ENCOURAGE. though she's very scarcastic. she knows. AT LEAST... my own BIOLOGICAL MOTHER??? not even a word of 'ok la' i dun mind an 'ok la' at least it's smthing. she's blaming me for everything in this world.. SO What if i cant do as well as her bloody friend's children? or my other friends? am i them? if she wants, she can go adopt them and abandon me. but even so i think they will also NEVER be GOOD ENOUGH for her. am i realli her daughter??? i reali wonder.. i wana listen to her.. i wana be a good and obedient child. but nothing is good enough for her.. since young.. she ask me to SHUDDUP.. called me STUPID! fine.. if i'm stupid what makes her??? CLEVER? then y is her daughter so dumb??? MY FAULT??? i wana make her happi ... i wana make her proud... but to her.. what have i done to make her proud? when her friend's child or sumone on tv is better than me? study hard.. she scold.. dun study also scold.. what do she wan me to do???? when she's angry.. she'll go every way out to show me that she is sick like FORCING OUT A COUGH etc. i noe she's stressed like as if i'm not! i have my clarinet exams on the 28 of feb . o levels at the end of the yr.. AM I NOT STRESSED? i still have my friends and teachers around to stress me .. and a grandmother tt is FULL of SCARCASM! *roll my eyes* i think my brother is giving her more stress than me.. but she throws everything at me.. stress from work, my bro and me... everyone thinks i'm in the wrong when i quarrel with her. i'm rude and so on.. BUT.. WHO started it?? me? sometimes, yes.. i admit.. most of the times? and she doesnt admit.. she says she wan to treat me as a friend.. ya right.. my foot. firnds admit that they are wrong when they reali are. when she is wrong.. she'll make it like as if.. it's mine.. so that she can save her 'face'. if her bloody face is so important, then y dun she adopt a prodigy and abandon.. i think my life would be better... .. when i called my friend for the format of the history SBQ. she said. 'why your friend have the card and why u lost yours? huh?!' wth my friend doesnt even know how to read what is written on the card.. i have to explain to her.. at least i know to do my work even without the card.. SO? then she'll turn it to smthing else like.. why cant u kip yuor things properly? the bloody card is small.. my cupboard is big.. it's not surprising that i have misplace it.. how may times have SHE lost MY things.. then she'll say things like.. 'aiya i'm busy what.. i got lots of things on my mind... *roll my eyes again* EXCUSE MY DEAR! she loose things becos she is too busy.. i loose things becos i'm CARELESS!!! <>

a series of events on the 11-dec

2005-12-11T08:05:00.000-08:00

today is a rather interesting day.. firstly my family woke up abit too late.. left the house late and when we reached church, the whole carpark was full. as we were oredi nearly haof an hour late, my mum decided not to go to our church today and so, soon we were on our way to vfc. vfc starts at 1030 so we could still make it.. as my bro did not wan to go, my mum dropped him and my grandma at home. my mum and i went on our own.. on our way there, i saw dawn's parents and her bro.. so we gave them a lift there.. dawn went to cornerstone church and therefore, i did not see her today.. we were given a cute lil star stuck on to a straw.. i meet mel in the church though. then my mum and i went to east point to eat with my aunt, uncle, uncle jake auntie gina, jamie and ah an. then we went back home and i slept.. soon everyone in the hse was slping.. but i woke up the latest. the whole day brenda was asking and nagging at me to go out with her on monday.. which is today la.. oh well , then in the evening i was dragged out of bed becos my whole family was going out to eat with my first and second uncles' family.. we ate at a seafood restuarant. eat till we are all so full can.. i was trying to eat the chilli crab but the claws kept on slipping out of my fingers on to my plate an finally to the floor... so wasted can... then after tt we went back to my second uncle house and had some icecream and wine.. i wasnt allowed to drink so i stole some sips frm my bro and mum...i continued to tok to brenda on the phone.. after tt we sent stephanie back and my bro went fishing.. HAHA! in my uncle's house my mum was like' dun drink to much ah.. later u going fishing' and my bro answered' dun drink too much.. later you're driving' and when i drink abit .. everyone said'eh dun drink la' and i replied' why? i'm not driving and neither am i FISHING!?' everyone laughed.. we had a hearty laugh and chat over the table. and when i reached home, i called brenda.. edited my template and here i am typing this.. ok tt 's all.. i -love- hyeusng..(;

wah kao

2005-12-08T00:25:00.000-08:00

ytd maple wasnt under maintainence but i cldn't use the com becos my mum wanted me ta follow her to her office. today i begged like aniting in the world to let me stay at home. GOODNESS LO.. the whole day frm 1330 onwards it was 'under maintanence'.wah lao.. frm 1330-1730 to 1330 -1830 to 1930 and finally 2030. till now 0005 it's still under maintainence la. then the blady thing was corrupted ('''-.-) so frustrating can. then brenda said tt she'll do a blog for me. till now dunno where it is la. so i decided tt i make one myself. then i called dawn and tok to her. i was actually in centuary sq. no i was toking to bra first then winnie called to tell me a 'surprising thing' that some unexpected person called her last night and asked me to guess hu.. of cos when she asked sumthing like tt i must 'expect the unexpected' well then i toked to dawn.. yashe was saying that she had a LVL 50+ FIRE MAGE!!!'wow' lo. she's so pro can.. well her stupidity actually led her to a vv sad ending.. some guy with the name tt i hate most frm some sch in the middle of tanah merah and kembangan hacked her acct...'HAHA'LO!!
still tell me she's smarter than me. she may be pro in ms but tt doesnt make her smart, esp after the hacking incident.. well i dun really noe how ta blog or do the v nice designs and so on.. watever lo...